Should I go back in?

I've been back to my Church to check all my hardware. It's fine; everything is still running. I could plug in and go back into Nerdvana whenever I wanted. But I'm scared to. I'm pregnant with the baby of a virtual person; how can I look at the ram-people? Hell, I don't even know who the father is. I didn't exactly single out any of them for my sexual experiments. Was it the first one I tried? How will I find him?

I had a creepy-ass idea that I don't even want to think about too much. A possible, horrific explanation for how I could be pregnant. As far as I know, there's only one other real person in the idea-world: the man who generated it. The creator. He's real. And I'm quite sure that's he's been screwing his creations left and right. What if the program somehow absorbed his you-know-what and kept it preserved, maybe in the form of code? And then, when I did some screwing with my own, what if his seed, as it were, was implanted into me? What if it's HIS kid?

Please let that not be the case. I can't talk to him, can't let him see me. How would I ever explain myself? "Hi, I've been hanging out in your virtual world, just because I enjoy it. I've also been fucking your virtual people. Yeah, they're fun to fuck, aren't they? We've both done plenty of that, right? And that's why I'm now carrying your kid."

Awwwwwkward.

I don't know what to do. Maybe I should just peek, just take a quick look into the idea-world to see if everything is the same. I'm assuming it is. And I want to go back, like any addict wants to go back. I'm scared, but I want to be in that other world again so badly....