This is bad. I can't be high right now. This is...this is bad.

I panicked. I panicked and I pulled the plug. Probably did some damage to my hardware, to the connection. But I couldn't help it. It just happened. One minute I was alone in the Idea-World, and the next...

I've been trying to calm down. Not easy, not at all. It was really bad for awhile. I took some Uppers earlier today. Normally I try to avoid that kind of level of substance. I've been getting cocky, and practicing independent movement in the different worlds wears you down. I should've been on the lookout. Not that I would've seen this coming, but still....

The Idea-World, the part that I've been spending my time in, has people. Lots of people. I said that I was at this station for the skywalk/cablecar thing that they apparently use for transportation. Up until now, it's been just me, all alone in a quiet world. Which is good, because as I said, people means the creator of the Idea-World is near. They all just appeared around me. I turned and there was a line of them waiting to use the wooden clockwork computer. That's when I panicked.

They didn't seem to find me unusual. That fits with what things were like back in the first Idea-World. I assume that the people aren't real, that whatever engine makes the world also makes its inhabitants. I mean, how else do you explain that the whole world's basically on screensaver mode except for the part where the creator happens to be? I am a parasite, something that doesn't belong, but the world seems to just accept this. The people don't talk, either. They pantomime talking, but no sound comes out. I guess only the ones within earshot of the creator create actual audio. He or she walks in a bubble of interactivity, the world growing progressively more simplistic and barren the farther away you get from him or her.

What do the Idea-World's people look like? Well, like I said, I panicked. So I only got glimpses. But they seem to have very tan, almost orange skin. They wear light, airy clothing in pale shades. And they have horns. I think. They looked like ram's horns, but maybe that was just on some of the people. Males, maybe? Very World of Warcraft, all in all.

I'm calmer now; writing this down helps. But still buzzed, still jittery. There's something else I saw. Something I glimpsed, right before the people appeared around me. It's not something I've ever seen before, in this Idea-World or the first one. I don't want to think too much about it....the drugs are messing with me and I might go to a really bad place in my head. Can't have that now.

Need to think. I'm going to stay out of the Idea-World for a bit, stick with the boring old Real World. I need to check my hardware and plan things out. If the creator of the Idea-World is close, than I CANNOT BE FOUND OUT BY THEM. I truly believe that the first Idea-World was wiped from existence because of me. Because its creator realized I was there. And that shattered things.

Shattered. Giant black crystals over my head, coming together to form a

No. Don't. Later. Not now, later.

--Blue Was Here